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Above Life's Turmoil
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The Overcoming Of Self
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Many people have very confused and erroneous ideas concerning the terms “the overcoming of self”, “the eradication of desire”, and “the annihilation of the personality.” Some (particularly the intellectual who are prone to theories) regard it as a metaphysical theory altogether apart from life
and conduct; while others conclude that it is the crushing out of all life, energy and action, and the attempt to idealise
stagnation and death.
These errors and confusions, arising as they do in the minds of individuals, can only be removed by the individuals themselves;
but perhaps it may make their removal a little less difficult (for those who are seeking Truth) by presenting the matter in
another way.
The doctrine of the overcoming or annihilation of self is simplicity itself; indeed, so simple, practical, and close at hand
is it that a child of five, whose mind has not yet become clouded with theories, theological schemes and speculative philosophies,
would be far more likely to comprehend it than many older people who have lost their hold upon simple and beautiful truths
by the adoption of complicated theories.
The annihilation of self consists in weeding out and destroying all those elements in the soul which lead to division, strife,
suffering, disease and sorrow. It does not mean the destruction of any good and beautiful and peace-producing quality.
For instance, when a man is tempted to irritability or anger, and by a great effort overcomes the selfish tendency, casts
it from him, and acts from the spirit of patience and love, in that moment of self-conquest he practises the annihilation
of self. Every noble man practises it in part, though he may deny it in his words, and he who carries out this practice to
its completion, eradicating every selfish tendency until only the divinely beautiful qualities remain, he is said to have
annihilated the personality (all the personal elements) and to have arrived at Truth.
The self which is to be annihilated is composed of the following ten worthless and sorrow-producing elements:
Lust
Hatred
Avarice
Self-indulgence
Self-seeking
Vanity
Pride
Doubt
Dark
Belief
Delusion
It is the total abandonment, the complete annihilation of these ten elements, for they comprise the body of desire.
On the other hand it teaches the cultivation, practice, and preservation of the following ten divine qualities:
Purity
Patience
Humility
Self-sacrifice
Self-reliance
Fearlessness
Knowledge
Wisdom
Compassion
Love
These comprise the Body of Truth, and to live entirely in them is to be a doer and knower of the Truth, is to be an embodiment
of Truth.
The combination of the ten elements is called Self or the Personality; the combination of the ten qualities produces what is called Truth; the Impersonal; the abiding, real and immortal Man.
It will thus be seen that it is not the destruction of any noble, true, and enduring quality that is taught, but only the
destruction of those things that are ignoble, false and evanescent.
Neither is this overcoming of self the deprivation of gladness, happiness and joy, but rather is it the constant possession
of these things by living in the joy-begetting qualities. It is the abandonment of the lust for enjoyment, but not of enjoyment
itself; the destruction of the thirst for pleasure, but not of pleasure itself; the annihilation of the selfish longing for love, and power, and possessions themselves.
It is the preservation of all those things which draw and bind men together in unity and concord, and, far from idealising
stagnation and death, urges men to the practice of those qualities which lead to the highest, noblest, most effective, and
enduring action. He whose actions proceed from some or all of the ten elements wastes his energies upon negations, and does
not preserve his soul; but he whose actions proceed from some or all of the ten qualities, he truly and wisely acts and so
preserves his soul.
He who lives largely in the ten earthly elements, and who is blind and deaf to the spiritual verities, will find no attraction
in the doctrine of self-surrender, for it will appear to him as the complete extinction of his being; but he who is endeavouring
to live in the ten heavenly qualities will see the glory and beauty of the doctrine, and will know it as the foundation of
Life Eternal.
He will also see that when men apprehend and practise it, industry, commerce, government, and every worldly activity will
be purified; and action, purpose and intelligence, instead of being destroyed, will be intensified and enlarged, but freed
from strife and pain.
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